Why I Wear Hijab?

Why I Wear Hijab?

Why is my hijab .... ?

Honestly, I do not have definitive answers, I just want to go home, back to Allah ... I can feel is not the time again I've run away to find happiness in the world version of course ... that after I get it all back I feel that instead of this, and not it meaning happy, then where?

And I swung the steps to find Allah, and my first step is to wear a hijab. The idea is the source of my romantic nature, If I want to draw closer to my girlfriend then the first thing is I have to beautify themselves, Allah loves women who cover their private parts with hijab, a Muslim women is jewelry that sholehah depraved, people will immediately recognize that I was Muslim because of my headscarf, because if not then I do not have anyone with a rather ... yes, this is only my first step. just this.

Then pull the pull of Allah continues to force my crown to release all the attributes of my stupidity ... Without my knowing it, I began to love the things that led to the owner of my breath, without knowing it I washed my goodness, I'm drowning in the lake islamic recitation, I was stranded in the desert weeds that contains the dhikr, I was crowned by the Koran and Hadith, I was suddenly very much in love Tahajjud, I became like a dancer in a sentence Tawbah and hamdalah.

In the process later, I started leaving my mini skirt, stop wearing tanktop, even short-sleeved blouse, let alone my shorts away I uninstall ... Then I started to stop coloring and hair straightening my wave ... and somehow I feel more beautiful to throw away- much clothes, my friend said "De, which is important right heart, loe not covered anything you could need to be good", my friend is not wrong but to me, the veil is being obedient to Allah's nature and the social nature of keeping my myself to pull pull the eyes of men.

Is not it wonderful to be more beautiful when it is closed, it would be interesting if he does not look, will remain a mystery, which is never to be completed unless it has, something that can not be revealed let alone touched will lead to a hidden longing ... well and maintained will have a high value ... without the hijab, there is no appeal, no ... not Allah's desire is a mystery, and hidden then we all miss him, you can imagine if Allah is seen by the eyes of our world right? :)

Yes, this is me who never got an answer why I was suddenly electrocuted and wearing the hijab ... only Allah has the answer because I was not able to answer, certainly when the forehead touching the mat, as tears spilled during tahajud, when the hand held high to begged forgiveness, when the zero point is the point of my submission to all that Allah Leave to me, when no distance between Allah and me, when I close my chest hijab, when the now ankle-length skirt into my jewelry, then this is the real happiness I was looking for yesterday ...

I pray for a strong and istiqomah with the steps I swing it ... Pray for me strong and istiqomah well with the dance without a mask, with strings of beads and hamdallah ... I want to die with clothes like Allah

O Allah strengthened me, until I close my eyes, I am accountable for all actions in the supreme court of yours ...